五年半

5.5 years,
Sorry I couldn't be the one that walks to the end of the world with you.

5.5 years,
Sorry I didn't try harder for us.

5.5 years,
Sorry I didn't give us another chance.

There will always be things that remind me of you,
We had so much so much memories together,
Those are the memories that I could only keep them alive in my heart.
You will the only person that the pink lake turned pink for. 

Leaving was never an easy choice,
But I couldn't keep doing it anymore.
I am so so tired of holding it together,
Holding myself together.

I was not a good girlfriend, 
I always drifted away so easily,
I was never supportive enough,
I would always say something mean and make you angry. 

上天啊
你千万不要偷偷告诉他
在无数夜深人静的夜晚
有个人在想他

以后的日子
你要好好照顾他
别再让人走进他心里最后却又离开他
因为我不愿再看他流泪啦

若你安排了别人给他
我会祝福他
上天你别管我
先让他幸福吧

上天啊
这些晚上我对你说的话
你别不小心漏嘴告诉他
我怕会吵醒她

给不了你应有的幸福
成不了你红地毯的新娘
做不了你的终身伴侣
因为
我不配
你值得更好

五年半了
每个吵醒你的夜晚
让你无法入眠的夜晚
都在慢慢消磨我们之间的感情

我的不知足
我的任性
我的不珍惜
我的自私
都在慢慢把我们推向悬崖边缘
而最后是我选择了坠崖

对不起
是时候
离开你
五年半了

Life is a lollipop

 Life is a lollipop,

It always start off sweet,

But eventually you eat up all the candy,

And what's left is the stick. 

Life is a lollipop,

It allows you to have a taste of its sweetness,

Get you all addicted to it,

And leave you with all the calories to deal with.

Life is a lollipop,

You don't know its flavour,

Until you give it a go,

And figure out if it's for you or not.

Life is a lollipop.

Suck on it all you want,

Give it too much force and it'll break or crack,

And you become so sad yet you can't turn back time.

Life is a lollipop,

Maybe it's time to hold back and fix the addiction,

Let go and move on,

And eventually everything will fall back into its place.

Where it should be. 

Thank you lollipop,

Thank you for encouraging me to get out there in the first place,

Thank you for bringing me around to explore the world a little,

Thank you for all the connections and friendships,

Thank you for your kindness and everything you gave me,

Thank you for all the memories and fun times.

Life is a lollipop,

Yet life goes on,

You only live once. 

YOLO.

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